LYRICS
RESTLESS
California Dreaming
©Suzie Candell /Shawn Jones
We were floating
on the waves of the ocean
watchin' the sun set painted red
barefoot running down the beach
chasin’ the endlessness
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I wanna go back
to when our love just felt so easy
two rebels on the run searching for more drinkin’ from each other’s cup
till we weren’t thirsty anymore
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I wanna go back, I wanna go back
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Baby I wanna get lost with you
Maybe you and I
can bring that feelin’ back again
take me back to the beginning
back to California Dreaming
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Let’s kick our shoes off
and start dancin’ like we used to
back when nothing weighed us down
just you and me bold and takin’ chances
what I’d give to feel that now
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I wanna go back, I wanna go back
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Baby I wanna get lost with you
Maybe you and I
can bring that feelin’ back again
take me back to the beginning
back to California Dreaming
Whiskey and Why
©Suzie Candell
No your memories don’t haunt me
As long as I’m staying dry
I ain’t thinking of your sweet love
as long as I hold on to this lie
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All my friends say Girl you look good
I just smile so they won’t see
What happens after midnight
When I break down and cry
Over Whiskey and Why
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I miss the way you used to hold me
And kiss my lips just like this glass
The taste of bittersweet and guilty
Gets me high and low so fast
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All my friends say Girl you look good
I just smile so they won’t see
What happens after midnight
When I break down and cry
Over Whiskey and Why
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My steady ground is shakin’
In the lonely of the night
I ain’t losin’, I ain’t winnin’
But you’re with me for a while
Can’t Break Down
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones
Half past midnight
Driving though that pouring rain
I barely see the street lines, been a while Since somebody’s come my way
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I’m out of coffee
And my last cigarette’s been smoked
I’m tired of thinking, my gaslight’s blinking
And I still got some miles to go
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And I can’t break down
No I can’t break down
No I can’t break down right now
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My hands are shaking
Like a leaf on a tree
Leaving it all behind now
I’m holding on to the steering wheel
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I feel like turning around
Maybe it was all a big mistake
But the past is gone, gotta keep rollin’ on
And find my own way
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And I can’t break down
No I can’t break down
No I can’t break down right now
My Baby wants to Rock 'n' Roll
©Suzie Candell, Jeff Silbar
Boy don’t get me wrong
You’re good looking as the day is long
I’d be in your arms once upon a time
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But I got a good man and he
Is waiting up for me
Can’t you see I’m not that cheatin’ kind
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I better get on home
Where my Baby wants to rock n’ roll
Home - where I’m gonna get out of control
Get outta here while I still can
Get it on with my lovin’ man
Get on home
Where my baby wants to rock n’ roll
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A couple of shots of rye
I’m a little bit more than high
And I’m laughing a little too loud
about your jokes
If I know what’s good for me
I make like a tree and leave
Boy you’re blowing too much smoke
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I better get on home
Where my Baby wants to rock n’ roll
Home - where I’m gonna get out of control
Get outta here while I still can
Get it on with my lovin’ man
Get on home
Where my baby wants to rock n’ roll
Up And High
©Suzie Candell /Shawn Jones
I’ve been down this broken road
And I’ve been searchin’ high and low
A maze of choices and wrong turns
Bridges burned, lessons learned
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Life can turn on a dime
Now here you are right on time
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A silver lining in the sky
The healing power of your smile
It’s the simple things that you say and do
Every tear I had to cry
Washed the sadness from my eyes
Now I see it from a different point of view
Like a firefly in the night sky
Up and high
Caught up in someone else's arms
How could I resist your charm
We’ve been best friends for so long
You brought the meaning to my song
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Life can turn on a dime
Now here we are right on time
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A silver lining in the sky
The healing power of your smile
It’s the simple things that you say and do
Every tear I had to cry
Washed the sadness from my eyes
Now I see it from a different point of view
Like a firefly in the night sky
Up and high
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A love like this is hard to find
So Baby let’s put in all on the line
Me And This Gun
©Suzie Candell/Shawn Jones
I could stop drinking now
And feel good tomorrow
But it’s probably not the end of my sorrow
I will get through this - till it’s done
Me and this gun
It feels cold in my hand like his hands on me And I already know it’s a dead end street
They’ll try and track me down
But I’m gonna be long gone
Me and this Gun
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I can see his eyes - cold as ice
Starin’ back at me
I know what I’ve done - should feel so wrong
But I feel so relieved
It’s over now - and I’m on the run
Me and this gun
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I believed him when he said
He would change
Broken promises could never erase the pain So I did what I did - it had to be done
Me and this gun
I can’t count the times
And bruises on my cheek
I hid them underneath
Make up and long sleeves
Promised myself he would pay
Now the day has come
Me and this gun
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I can see his eyes - cold as ice
Starin’ back at me
I know what I’ve done - should feel so wrong But I feel so relieved
It’s over now - and I’m on the run
Me and this gun
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I hitched a ride at the break of dawn
I headed southbound for the border town With the wind in my face and the settin’ sun Me and this gun
For the rest of my days - I’ll be on the run
Me and this gun
The Party’s Right Here Tonight
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones, Beth Wimmer
Man, you better get your act together
Do you still care
about that ring on your finger?
I ain’t been bitchin’ and I ain’t been a drag When you go and paint the town
with all your friends
But what the hell keeps you out all night
After the clubs turned out the lights
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It’s five in the morning
I can hear you sneaking in
Tomorrow you’ll be claiming
You’ve been partyin’ and drinkin’
And now you’re all done in
The bed’s gettin’ colder
And I ain’t gettin’ any younger
Honey I ain’t waitin' any longer
Baby I need some sweet delight
And the party’s right here tonight
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The devil knows
what you’re up to after midnight
Aometimes I let my imagination run wild
Aome bleach blond beauty
in a bling bling dress
I know it ain’t hard for a man to say yes
You’d be a fool to think I don’t know
You’re coming home when the rooster crows
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It’s five in the morning
I can hear you sneaking in
Tomorrow you’ll be claiming
You’ve been partyin’ and drinkin’
And now you’re all done in
The bed’s gettin’ colder
And I ain’t gettin’ any younger
Honey I ain’t waitin' any longer
Baby I need some sweet delight
And the party’s right here tonight
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A bottle of wine will have us both feeling fine
A little „Barry White“ and soft candlelight Honey I need some sweet delight
And the party’s right here tonight
Credits:
Produced by: Suzie Candell
Co-Produced by: Roger Szedalik, Shawn Jones, Sam Bolle, Gerry Morgan
Recorded @ Little Big Beat Studios FL) & FallSwamp Studio (Gamprin, FL)
Engineered by: Little Konzett
Asst. Recording Engineer: Roger Szedalik
Mixed and Mastered by:
Little Konzett @ Little Big Beat Mastering (A)
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Photography: Beth Wimmer
Design: Peider Jenny
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Lead Vocals Suzie Candell
Backing Vocals Suzie Candell, Beth Wimmer (3,6,7) Aaron Till on „Restless“
Electric Guitar Roger Szedalik (1,2,3,4,5,7,8,9,10), Shawn Jones (1,2,5,6,7,10) Billy Watts (1,3,10), Thomas Marmier on „The Party’s Right Here Tonight“ Baritone Guitar Roger Szedalik
Acoustic Guitar Shawn Jones (1,2,3,4,5,7,8,9,10) Roger Szedalik (6,8,3) Brent Moyer on „The Party’s Right Here Tonight“
Mandolin & Violin Aaron Till
Organ, Piano & Rhodes Christoph Waibel, Gerry Morgan on „Restless“
Pedal Steel Thomas Marmier
Banjo Roger Szedalik
Bass Sam Bolle
Drums and Percussion Gerry Morgan, Shawn Jones clapping the spoons on „The Party’s Right Here Tonight“
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Nowhere Bound
©©Suzie Candell /Shawn Jones/Beth Wimmer
My phone is ringin’
My mind is spinnin’
I’m on an endless merry go round
Like on a treadmill
I never stand still
With my feet on solid ground
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I got the travelin’ fever
and I’m headed outta town
Gonna go somewhere where I can’t be found
I’m feelin’ lighter than a feather
Free wheelin’ - a change in the weather
My heart’s beating to the rhythm of the road Floatin’ on the wind into the after-glow
Lettin’ it all go now
Nowhere bound - Nowhere bound
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The stars are shining
I’m realigning
With brighter and better days
Right where the road ends
That’s where I am
Finally slowing down my pace
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Far away from this crazy town
There is only me and that lonesome sound
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I’m feelin’ lighter than a feather
Free wheelin’ - a change in the weather
My heart’s beating to the rhythm of the road Floating on the wind into the morning-glow
Lettin’ it all go now
Nowhere bound - Nowhere bound
Flat Broke Blues
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones
Lord I’m sick and tired
of paying all these dues
Cause if you ain’t got nothin
you got nothin left to lose
I barely make a livin’
it ain’t a blessing it’s a curse
No time for myself no time for lovin’
and it just seems to get worse
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If you’re honest but you ain’t born rich
then nothin’ comes for free
What’s the use of working
when there’s nothing left for me
Always a dead end street
no matter which road I choose
Lord when will I ever stop
singing this flat broke blues
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I used to have a boyfriend
he was always by my side
I never seemed to please him
no matter how hard I tried
He spent up all my money
and left town with my car
But it ain’t got no gas, so I guess
he won’t get too far
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Now he’s got himself a rich girl
and he’s back on easy street
she’ll give him everything he wants
I know his loving is hard to beat
But she’ll end up just like I did
Lord she hasn’t got a clue
He’s gonna leave that sister singin’
that old flat broke blues
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Hard work never did no harm
that’s what my daddy used to say
Better to save an honest dollar
than to throw it all away
Don’t let desire’s evil hand get a hold on you
Cause if you do you’ll end up singin’
the flat broke blues
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When I had nothing left to take
he had nothing left to give
He broke my heart and broke the bank
now I got no place to live
I got holes in my pockets
and water in my shoes
And now the only song that I can sing
is that old flat broke blues
Restless
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones
When my ground is shaking
And my confidence is fading
When the weight of the world gets too heavy
You’re the rock to keep me steady
When the night comes down
And I’m in the darkest alley of town
When I’m lost out there all alone
You’re the bright light to shine my way home
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Oh a wounded heart is never easy to love
A tumbling soul can easily get out of control Baby you are the one to keep me at ease When everything else is restless
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Sometimes my demons take over
And the scars of my past break open
When I’m hard on myself feelin' so small
Your love breaks down these walls
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Cause a wounded heart is never easy to love a tumbling soul - can easily get out of control Baby you are the one to keep me at ease when everything else is restless
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Baby I wanna do everything right by you
A lifetime ain’t enough to proof all my love
That I know I’ve got to give
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I wish I could show you better
How much I truly love you forever
Without you I wouldn’t know, where I’d be You've shown me how to love a girl like me
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CALIFORNIA STREETS
Look At Me Now
©Suzie Candell /Shawn Jones/ Jeff Silbar
I hugged my Dad
and kissed my Mama goodbye
My bags are packed
and I'm in for a long ride
Into the great unknown not sure what I ‘m gonna to find
All my dreams they fell behind
while I was wasting precious time
Look at me now
I’m breaking free
Time to find out what it’s like being me
Flying high nothing or no one’s gonna drag me down
Look at me now
A while ago
I passed that city limit sign
A mile or so
I’ll be across the border line
I’m gonna drive all night
strait into a new sunrise
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Look at me now
I’m breaking free
Time to find out what it’s like being me
Flying high nothing or no one’s gonna drag me down
Look at me now
Sleeping Alone Tonight
©Suzie Candell
You get up and you put on
your jacket and shoes
Ain't no use in trying to hold on to you
You'll get in your car
and you'll be driving away
I won't dare ask you to stay
You say you'll be calling
but I don't know when
It’s always a toss up
if I’ll see you again
One kiss goodbye
and you'll be out of that door
And all you leave is me wanting more
I'll be sleeping alone tonight
Ain't got no one to hold me tight
I'll be tossing and turning
and wishing you were here by my side
Untill my dreams can feel your touch
how I hate loving you so much
We both can't change
the way that we are
We're no good together
but we can't be apart
Maybe you’re just killin’ time ‘till you find
Something better to change up your mind
I'll be sleeping alone tonight
Ain't got no one to hold me tight
I'll be tossing and turning and wishing you were here by my side
Untill my dreams can feel your touch
how I hate loving you so much
Take The Blame
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones, Jeff Silbar
You’ve been comin’ here after work
And I’d be wearing a little short skirt
Full moonrise, and a couple of beers
I was all yours
Like a puppet on a string
For you I’d do anything
Anything and everything
to make you love me more
I’ve been trying to wash away the dirt
Still I can’t believe how much it hurts
To know your name
To know the game
And to take the blame
You said I made you feel young at heart
then you left me lyin’ in the dark
With all my dreams fallin’ apart
I’m dying hard
You built me up just to tear me down
One sad princess without a crown
And I keep lickin’ that same old wound
Without a sound
And to take the blame
Lie, Lie... Lie, Lie... was it all a lie?
I’ve been trying to wash away the dirt
Still I can’t believe how much it hurts
Oh I’ve been cryin’ but I’m wiser now
Boy you fooled me twice
I bet I’m not the first
To know your name
To know your game
And take the blame
Nashville Sky
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones, Jeff Silbar
Touch this ground and it feels like flying
Way up neon high,
Night comes down, Everything is shining
underneath the Nashville sky
Goasts and heros, story tellers
With melodies and rhymes
Flowing through me like a river
Underneith the Nashville Sky
There’s a sound to this town
Feel the music all around
Reachin’ down into this heart of mine
And one of these days
My song they will play
Underneath the Nashville Sky
I may fall and I may stumble
But I’ve come too far not to try
By it all I am humbled
Here beneath this Nashville Sky
There’s a sound to this town
Feel the music all around
Reachin’ down into this heart of mine
The times may change
But he songs will remain
Beneath the Nashville Sky
Hold On
©Suzie Candell /Shawn Jones
Lately I’ve been restless
So many things got out of hand
Life got crazy and the castle I’ve built
turned into drifting sand
Nothing lasts forever, I’ve known that since I was a girl
Still I keep searching for something to last, in this big old word
Baby hold on to me
When a part of me is dying
Hold on to me
Hold me when I’m tryin’ to believe
I Haven’t been the woman
that I wanted to be
Deep down I knew the cold hard truth
would crash down on me
Like a lost love letter
slowly fadin’ in the rain
Not a day goes by that I don’t cry, and I feel so out of place
Baby hold on to me
When a part of me is dying
Hold on to me
Hold me when I’m tryin’ to believe
It took losing everything
I held close to my heart
To finally see it’s you and me
when the whole world’s falling apart
Lightning Strike Me Down
©Shawn Jones
Alone and on my own again
With the highway as my only friend
Windshield wipers try and dry my eyes
Lightning strike me down if I haven’t tried
Lightning strike me down
Lightning strike me down
Up ahead there’s a flashin’ neon sign
I’m tired and hungry
but it’s you that’s on my mind
Drive you out of my head
till the pain subsides
Lightning strike me down if I haven’t tried
Lightning strike me down
Lightning strike me down
What a fool to believe in you
When you said you believed in me
Love is cruel when you’re breaking the rules
It’s a little too late for appologies
Hydroplane through the rain ice and snow
Now I’ve left you behind
in the taillight’s glow
Does it hurt you to know
you’ve hurt me inside
Lightning strike me down if I haven’t tried
Lightning strike me down if I haven’t tried
Lightning strike me down
Lightning strike me down
Hey Trouble
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones
I use to drown my heartaches with beer,
What I barely remember, I’ll never forget
Still I wonder how the hell I got here
Keepin’ up with tradition
On my own admission
Feels like a part of me is gone
So pour me something strong
And I’ll keep movin’ along
It's the same old story, when I'm gonna fall
I cling to my drink, mix it up with a thrill,
and I swallow the bitter pill
Hey trouble – You’re so hard to kill
Why are there so many heartaches to drown?
Lovers come and go, God only knows
Why the pain keeps hanging around
No I don't see it coming
so I keep on runnin’
and do it again,
When I get discouraged
drinking’ is my only friend
It's the same old story, when I'm gonna fall
I cling to my drink, mix it up with a thrill,
and swallow the bitter pill
Hey trouble – You’re so hard to kill
Lover Take All
©Shawn Jones, Jeff Silbar
I challenge you to a duel
Baby you’d be a fool
Not to take the dare
It’s game of high stakes and heartbreaks,
Where the players lay they’re soul to bear
I hope you’re ready to leave the chips where they fall
Lover take all
Lover take all
Mind and body, soul and spirit tonight
Everything is on the line
I hope you came to play
if everything goes my way
You will be mine all mine
I just wanna nail you to the wall
Lover take all
Lover take all
I can read your tell so well, I’m goin’ all in
I hope you’re planning to stay, cause I’m playing to win
Here’s a little clue for you
what I’m about to do,
You never dreamed before
You never will forget the way we met
I suspect you will be back for more
wanna see what I’m holdin’
then you better call
Lover take all, Lover take all,
Lover take all, Lover take all
Love The Fire (Hate the Burn)
©Jeff Silbar, Alyssa Bonagura, John Durril
Cigarette butts in a plastic cup
Bottle of Tequila all drunk up
Ain’t no pretty picture
how love’s supposed to be
Up the stairs through the bedroom door
What didn’t make it to the bed
is still on the floor
And how I got here’s a mystery to me
Love the Fire hate the burn
You’d think by now I’d learned
Never get too close to the flame
I’m headed for the heartache
Either way I turn
Love the Fire - Hate the burn
Wham Bam thank you Man, no surprise
You didn’t wake me up to say goodbye
I heard you kick start your Harley
and head on down the road
If there were 12 steps to take
to get you out of my blood
Heaven knows hell, yes I would
But I can’t quit you more than
one day in a row
Love the Fire hate the burn
You’d think by now I’d learned
Never get too close to the flame
I’m headed for the heartache
Either way I turn
Love the Fire - Hate the burn
Once burned, twice shy
You think I’d seen the light
Here with me
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones
It's been one of those days
and one of those nights
I can't shut out the voices in my mind
They use to say
there ain’t no way to bear the distance
won't you help me out
I need you here right now
Come to me just as fast as you can
There ain’t no speed limit
out on the old highway
Lay me down underneath the old oak tree
Don’t make me wait, take a plane,
catch the last midnight train
Baby hurry up, I need you in a rush
I need you here with me
It's been one of those days
and one of those nights
the noises and confusion
of everyday life
come crushing in
bringin’ me down and I start missin’ you so desperately
I need you hear with me
Come to me just as fast as you can
There ain’t no speed limit
out on the old highway
Lay me down underneath the old oak tree
Don’t make me wait, take a plane,
catch the last midnight train
Baby hurry up, I need you in a rush
I need you here with me
Precious time is wasting
baby please don’t keep me waiting
Cause you’re alI need
A Woman Can Change Her Mind
©Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones, Jeff Silbar
I hear you knocking at the door
like so many times before
showin’ up out of the blue
I'm not surprised that’s so like you
You jump right in like nothing's changed
Even your excuses are the same
Honey you know it's been some time
And a woman can change her mind
Now it's too late for your sorry
beggin’ please
It’s too late now so get up off your knees
I got no use for regrets
and your little white lies
Don’t be surprised to find
That a woman can change her mind
Not a call, no message - never
What about "always and forever"
This won’t be a long goodbye
Cause I’ve got bigger fish to fry
This is how the story ends
Don’t come sniffin’ ‘round here again
Yesterday my love was blind
But a woman can change her mind
Now it's too late for your sorry
beggin’ please
It’s too late now so get up off your knees
I got no use for regrets
and your little white lies
Don’t be surprised to find
That a woman can change her mind
You had me for a time
But a woman can change her mind
Credits
Produced by:
Shawn Jones
Additional Production:
Jeff Silbar
Arrangements:
Shawn Jones, Jeff Silbar, Suzie Candell
Vocals:
Suzie Candell
Harmony Vocals:
Suzie Candell, Shawn Jones
Guitars: Shawn Jones
Piano, Organ, Rhodes:
Armen Chakmakian
Pedal Steel, Dobro, Lapsteel:
Dave Pearlman
Bass: Sam Bolle
Drums: Ron Gannaway